UMRAH Pertama (11Dec-21Dec2024)

 Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah...

Tiada kata yang selayaknya untuk aku ucapkan selain ucapan syukur kehadrat Ilahi sempena selesainya Ibadah UMRAH ini. Aku mmg tidak menyangka bahawa aku diberi kesempatan untuk melakukannya walaupun aku sedar siapa diri ini. Pelbagai cabaran, tribulasi dan kekurangan diri membuatkan aku sedar bahawa aku sememangnya tidaklah layak untuk bergelar tetamu Allah SWT. Tetapi Allah SWT telah membukakan jalan-jalannya untuk aku meneruskan dan melakukannya. 

Aku dan rombongan Petra Energy berserta ahli keluarga mereka telah bertolak dari KLIA pada ptg 11th December 2024 dgn menggunakan Saudi Air. Kami akan melakukan UMRAH dulu di Mekah baru Ziarah di Madinah.

Aku amat bersyukur dgn peluang yg aku kecapi ini, dapat juga melakukan 1 UMRAH Wajib, 2 UMRAH Badal utk arwah Ibuku dan Datukku serta 1 UMRAH Tambahan.

Untuk perjalanan kali ini, disebabkan cuti tahunan aku sudah tidak cukup, aku telah mengambil 7 hari cuti tanpa gaji.  

Sepanjang aku di Mekah, aku sihat, Alhamdulillah. aku gunakan masa2 yang ada untuk memaksimakan ibadah dgn melakukan Tawaf Sunat, Solat Tahajjud, Taubat dan Hajat. Zikir dan sebagainya. Aku gunakan peluang dan masa2 disana untuk memanfaatkan ganjaran 100 ribu kali ganda amalan. Paling awal, aku telah bangun pukul 230pagi untuk bersiap-siap pergi ke Masjid.

Antara tempat2 yang telah kami lawati sepanjang di Mekah selain Masjidil Haram ialah seperti berikut;

1. Bukit Thur - Gua Hiraq

2. Kawasan Mina dan Muzzalifah

3. Jabal Rahmah

Di Madinah pula, rombongan kami telah dibawa kebeberapa tempat bersejarah seperti:

1. Bukit Uhud

2. Ladang Kurma

3. Kilang Percetakan Al Quran

Duka Disebalik Tawa

 

Kau muncul tiba-tiba
Ku pula tak bersedia
Kau pembawa cerah pada langit kelabu

Kau buat ku gembira dengan kata-kata
Ku tahu ku bertuah
Namun ku perlu masa

Perlu ku bersedia

Kan ku sembunyi duka
Di sebalik tawa gurauan senda
Tak ingin aku ceritakannya
Kan ku sembuhkan

Gurisan yang telah lama terpendam
Biarku pulih dahulu sebelum ku bersama mu
Sabarlah

Jika dulu malam ku
Gelap tiada bintang
Kini terik pula rembulan di angkasa

Kau buatku gembira dengan kata-kata
Ku tahu ku bertuah
Namun ku perlu masa

Perlu ku bersedia
Kan ku sembunyi duka
Disebalik tawa gurauan senda
Tak ingin aku ceritakannya

Kan ku sembuhkan
Gurisan yang telah lama terpendam
Biarku pulih dahulu sebelum ku bersama mu

Sabarlah
Perlukah kita tegaskan
Jika takdir takkan ku ke mana
Ku harapkan kau percaya

Padaku
Kan ku sembunyi duka
Disebalik tawa gurauan senda
Tak ingin aku ceritakannya

Kan ku sembuhkan
Gurisan yang telah lama terpendam
Biar ku pulih dahulu sebelum ku bersama mu

Sabarlah

Kau muncul tiba-tiba

Ku pula tak bersedia

Qunut Nazilah

Ya Allah, Kami Letakkan Kamu Dibatang Leher Musuh-Musuh Kami
Dan Kami Berlindung Denganmu Dari Kejahatan Mereka

Ya Allah, Hancurkan Kumpulan Mereka
Ya Allah, Pecahkan Pakatan Mereka
Ya Allah, Leburkan Pendirian Mereka
Ya Allah, Musnahkan Langkah Mereka

Cengkamkan Anjing-Anjingmu Kepada Mereka

Ya Allah, Yang Maha Memaksa
Ya Allah, Yang Maha Perkasa
Ya Allah, Yang Maha Membalas
Ya Allahu, Ya Allahu, Ya Allah

Yang Turunkan Kitab
Yang Gerakkan Awan
Yang Tewaskan Tentera Ahzab

Kalahkan Mereka
Kalahkan Mereka
Kalahkan Mereka
Dan Kemenangan Untuk Kami

The Caravan

 

 "The Caravan is moving, the more you delay joining it, the further it will get away and the harder it will be to catch up with it"

I'm out of the Fire Dragon years

 

The Fire Dragon is an extremely ambitious, wise person and is always driven by success. They are hard workers and are respected by their peers for their skills. The Fire Dragon has the ability to be a very good leader when given the chance and will accomplish many things when in charge.

The Fire Dragon can sometimes fail to take other peoples advice and may upset others without realising. They could go a lot further if they allow others to help and try to be more understanding for other peoples opinions and feelings

The Dragon is a proud and lively person with a never ending supply of self confidence. They are highly intellectual and are always very quick to take advantage of any chance. They are determined and strong-minded to do well in anything they attempt, which usually comes naturally to them. They are somewhat of a perfectionist and will always try to maintain high standards that they set for themselves.

The Dragon will be extremely quick to criticize anybody that tries to make a fool out of them. They can sometimes be seen as blunt and straight to the point and are certainly not diplomatic or sensitive. They can be quite gullible and will often believe what people tell them. The Dragon does not take insult lightly, if they feel they have been insulted or hurt then it will take a long time for them to learn to trust you again as they do not forget things easily.

The Dragon is usually extremely outgoing and is great at attracting publicity and attention. They enjoy being the centre of attention and will cope well with problems should they be faced with them. The Dragon can be portrayed as a bit of a showman that rarely lacks an audience.

Their views are very highly valued as they will usually have something interesting to say. They are very energetic and are often prepared to work long and unsociable hours in order to achieve what they desire. They can sometimes be quite impulsive and do not always consider the consequences that may follow. They have a tendency to live for the moment which again can have consequences that they do not think of. They hate to be kept waiting and become very impatient over the smallest of delays. The Dragon holds much faith in their abilities, this can sometimes make them a bit over confident which can sometimes lead them to make bad judgements, this can be a big problem at times but the Dragon has the ability to bounce back and pick up the pieces again.

The Dragon will often go very far in their career, this is due to the fact that they have a very self-assured personality and have a tremendous desire to be successful. They have substantial management qualities and will do very well in a position where they can put their own ideas into play. They are usually very successful in politics, a manager’s position within their job, show business and anything that brings them into contact with the media.

The Dragon will always rely on their own judgement and can be quite mocking of other people’s advice. They love to feel self sufficient and there are many Dragons who cherish their independence to such a level that they prefer to remain single throughout their lives. The Dragon will be adored by many people in their lifetime as many will be attracted to their flamboyant personality and outstanding looks. If they do marry then they will usually marry young and will find themselves very compatible with Rats, Snakes, Monkeys and Roosters.

Being yOURself

 

https://youtu.be/fA3VXF_5x_Y?si=umssiTrT7ycjdYat

TRIVIA

1. Undeserved.

2. Literally intellectual.

3. Imposter Syndrome.

4. The location of culture - 

5. Anglophlie.

6. Ambivalent.

7. Imagine Community.

8. Paradox.

9. Identity of fluid.

10. Absolute Malays, absolute Chinese, and absolute Indian.

11. Greatest tragedy.

12. Driven by ideas.

13. Instrumental benefits.

14. Political exile.

15.  Culture identity.

16. terra incognita - uncharted territory

17. All that essential is invisible to the eye - The little prince

18. War and peace.

19. Genesis of friendship.

20. Incisive.

21. Expediency

22. Instrintic notion

23. Lexicon, Vocabulary, 

24. Stand its own terms and own merit.

25. Chris Cornell by the band Soundgarden

26. Greatest Struggle.

27. Reality and Fact are 2 different things.

28. No less inteligent.

29. Mavericks.

30. Benevalent.

40. I made no claim to trauma or dislocation.

41. Fitting in.

42. Art of politics.

43.  Conrads - Heart of darkness

44. Falling apart

45. whatever happens to the Malays will define this country.

46. Ranjau Sepanjang Jalan

47. Iconoclast.

CoNNecTing tHE dOT

 

Now I perfectly understand and recall what has been the most difficult equation to resolve. The trivia and leds as below.

1. PDRM
2. National Semiconductor

3. Western Digital

4. TNT

5. Sunpower

6. Honeywell

7. USM

8. ASIS

Philosophy, Quotes, Abbreviation and Conversion 2.0

1. Doing the right thing never guarantees the right outcome. The rewards is deed, not the result. 

- Harry Petsanis.

Habibie Dan Ainun

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Banyak Tok Abah terima pm dan rata-ratanya ramai sang isteri mengadu tentang perangai suami dan cinta yang telah pudar.

Kepada suami di luar sana, ketika kita merasa bahawa tiada lagi cinta sejati di atas dunia ini, bacalah kisah Habibie dan Ainun.

Habibie atau B.J Habibie adalah presiden ke-3 Republik Indonesia.

Salah satu perjalanan hidupnya yang menginspirasikan banyak pihak adalah kisah cintanya dengan isteri beliau Hasri Ainun Habibie.

Seperti hubungan dijalin kebanyakkan orang, perjalanan Habibie dan Ainun penuh liku dan pengorbanan yang tidak sedikit pun. Hidup keras di Jerman demi menggapai cita-cita Habibie, Ainun sentiasa dengan setia menemani suami.

Bahkan Ainun yang berpendidikan doktor terpaksa melupakan kerjayanya bagi menemani Habibie di semua aktiviti yang dilakukan.

Ainun begitu setia dan sabar mendampingi Habibie, setiap hari dia selalu menyiapkan ubat untuk Habibie.

Sampai pada akhirnya, Ainun didiagnos menderita kanser ovari. Demi kesetiaannya, Ainun merahsiakan semua itu.

Namun, akhirnya terbongkar juga apabila Ainun sudah tidak berdaya dan mampu dirawat lagi di hospital. Sudah banyak operation dijalankan, berbagai alat canggih di Jerman dikerahkan.

Namun takdir berkata lain. Tuhan menjemputnya pada Tahun 2010. Sebuah pukulan hebat bagi Habibie kerana ditinggalkan oleh isteri tercinta.

Setelah Ainun meninggal, setiap hari Habibie menziarahi ke pusara Ainun di makam pahlawan Kalibata. Cuma pada saat akhir hayat Habibie, beliau ke makam Ainum setiap hari Jumaat, sebelum solat Jumaat.

Habibie akan membuat pusara Ainun penuh bunga segar bahkan menyuruh orang untuk menggantikan bunga tersebut setiap dua hari sekali.

Kata Habibie," Saya dan Ainun adalah dua raga namun dalam satu jiwa."

Dari kisah ini mengajar kita betapa berertinya sebuah hubungan. Biarpun berdepan halangan dan dugaan, mereka saling melengkapi antara satu sama lain.

Bahkan ketika hayat dipisahkan juga, cinta mereka semekar bunga di pusara Ainun.

Cinta sejati Habibie dan Ainun mengajarkan kepada kita bahawa ikatan individu tidak akan dapat hilang biarpun secara fizikal.

Keduanya akan terus terjalin dalam doa dan kehidupan kekal di akhirat kelak In shaa Allah.

Anak cucu Tok Abah,

Di saat kalian melafazkan "aku terima nikahnya", itulah momen cinta sebenar untuk dinikmati, dipertanggungjawabkan dan dipelihara sehingga akhir nafas kalian.

Isteri adalah ladang buat dirimu. Suburkan dan semai dengan baja cinta serta ucaplah terima kasih padanya setiap hari kerana mendukung kalian untuk apa juga hal.

Mereka terlalu mencintai kalian dan look forward pada kalian. Mereka perlukan pemimpin, menuntun mereka untuk kehidupan yang lebih bermakna, bahagia sehingga ke syurga.

Jangan sesekali sakiti hatinya tanpa sebab munasabah. Jagalah dan hormati mereka sepertimana ayahmu dahulu menjaga ibumu sendiri.

Tok Abah doakan agar rumahtangga kalian menjadi lebih harmoni dan kasih sayang berkekalan setiap detik. In shaa Allah.

Dato' Dr. Haji Mohd Fadzilah Kamsah,

Tok Abah yang suka berpesan.

Give Me A Reason

 

Right from the start

You were a thief, you stole my heart

And I your willing victim

I let you see the parts of me, that weren't all that pretty

And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh...oh..

Things you never say to me, oh...oh..

Tell me that you've had enough

Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough

Just a second, we're not broken, just bent and we can learn to love again

It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts

We're not broken, just bent, and we can learn to love again

Reasons :-

i. Husband

ii. Father

iii. Muslim

iv. Malay

v. Old

Daughter of Nazir Razak, Najib’s brother, speaks out against father's marriage two months after divorce.

 

TRIVIA

1. Union borne out of infidelity and deceit.
2. Speech deemed crass and bad taste.
3. Tumultous : Kecoh
4. Aftermath : Akibatnya
5. Nuptials : Wedding
5. Callousness : Tidak Berperasaan
6. Disregard : Diabaikan
7. Flippant : Bodah
8. Rendezvous : Perjumpaan
9. Opulence : Kemewahan
10. Crass : Kasar

"https://malaysia.news.yahoo.com/daughter-of-nazir-razak-najib-brother-speaks-out-against-fathers-marriage-two-months-after-divorce-alleging-infidelity-deceit-071511195.html"